我叫多露 「我想殺死你！食屎啦！死蠢！」 My name is Doru. “I want to kill you! Shit! Idiot!”

我今年七歲，以上這些都是我的口頭禪。我被診斷患有自閉症，大人說我不懂得觀察別人的眉頭眼額，不明白別人的情緒。我常常被人嘲笑，有沒有人明白我的感受？我好嬲好嬲。最初我見多多老師的時候，我會在房間內亂丟東西，但是多多老師總是說，除了傷害我和她之外，我什麼都可以做。這個大人真奇怪，我從未見過什麼都說「可以」的大人。她是第一個明白我的人，至少她知道我好嬲。

後記：四個月後，他來到遊戲室，沒有丟東西，甚至一邊微笑、一邊玩。我們常常說自閉症的小孩不明白別人的感受，是以他們總是不斷被要求去明白別人，卻忽略了其實他們也有感受，卻從未被明白。

I am 7 years old. All these are what I used to say daily. I diagnosed with autism. Adults say that I am not able to understand others’ feelings by observing their facial expressions. I continuously teased. Does anyone understand my feelings? I am very, very angry. When I met Miss Dor Dor at the beginning, I will throw everything in the room. However, Miss Dor Dor always said, besides hurting her and myself, I can do anything. She is an extraordinary adult because I have never met an adult who tells me that I can do anything. She is the first person who understands me. At least she knows I am furious.

Remarks: 4 months later, we met in the playroom again. However, he didn’t throw anything. Instead, he was playing with a smile on his face. We always say that children with autism are unable to understand others’ feelings. This is the reason why autistic children are always requested to understand others while their sense is usually ignored and not understood.